CrazyLife

no school...

swtychic21@aol.com — Tue, 05 Nov 2002 19:50:07 GMT

There was no school today soo I really didn't do anything. I woke up around 8, and just watched tv like all day. It wasn't too fun. But it was better than being in school. I'm gonna go do some homework now and watch a movie or something.
Hope the people who had a day off had fun. I'll ttyl.

stuff...

swtychic21@aol.com — Wed, 16 Oct 2002 20:09:38 GMT

Ok. I dunno what really to write in here soo I'm just gonna write whatever comes up.
School is ok. There's too much stuff to do though..lol. When isn't there something to do for school?!?!
Soccer is almost over and half the team is like injured or out for the season with something. Luckily our game got cancelled tonight soo hopefully it won't be too hard of a practice, but I heard that we were going to condition and that sucks, cause I hate conditioning practices inside. Ohh well. Our game for today is now tomorrow. I think it's at 6 tomorrow night.
I gotta go get something to eat before I go to practice soo cya guys later.

swtychic21@aol.com — Thu, 03 Oct 2002 20:47:30 GMT

I'm bored and have nothing to do other than homework, which I don't feel like doing right now soo I'm writing in here.
Today was really tiring. It's been an okay day for the most part, but I just seem like totally out of it. It's weird. I feel like I'm distracted by something, but I have no idea what it is soo I'm trying to figure it out. Life is just really weird.
I really don't have anything to say other than my soccer team isn't good at all. We played Branford on Monday which we should have won,but we had refs that were like soo old and it looked like they had no idea what the heck they were doing...but whatever right!?! We played Cheshire yesterday, and everybody figures we're gonna get killed. Well we were worse than killed. They had 9 goals on us with wayy too many shots to count and guess what??? My team had no shots on goal throughout the whole entire game!! Now that's just crap. I'm just getting really pissed cause we're losing all the time. I had losing!! Sorry, but I really do. I mean I don't mind losing once in a while, but non-stop is total crap!
Wel I guess I'm done rambling on soo I'll talk to ya guys later or something.

swtychic21@aol.com — Wed, 25 Sep 2002 18:55:57 GMT

I dunno why, but I had this song stuck in my head all day well til now and it'll probably still be in my head later tonight.
I have a game, and we're probably gonna lose like we always do but what else is new right?!? Well, whatever.
I really don't have anything to talk about in here soo I'm just gonna write anything.
School is alright lately. I just hope I do well on the few tests that I have tomorrow.
I'm going cause I'm bored. I got nothing better to do. Cya later or something.

swtychic21@aol.com — Thu, 19 Sep 2002 19:02:35 GMT

I don't write in this jounral too often but I just felt like writing something in here even if I don't know what the heck to write. Whatever. As if you can't tell I'm just gonna type anything and if it doesn't make sense then ohh well...lol. I'm bored. I had the day off from soccer yesterday. We have practice today and Friday and then a game Saturday night. Hopefully we will win cause it's one of the easiest teams in our league. The last time we played a game which was Tuesday, we got slaughtered. It totally sucked. Everyone didn't expect us to win cause we were playing Mercy but we lost 8-0! Now that just sucks. Ohh well. Better luck next time, right?!?
School is alright. We have a pep rally tomorrow, I'm sorta glad cause then I don't gotta go play gym. I like gym and all but it just was boring on Wednesday.
I guess I'm gonna go get a snack and then go to practice in a little while. Cya later or something.

swtychic21@aol.com — Sat, 14 Sep 2002 11:45:19 GMT

This week seemed kinda long. It was ok for the most part though. Well it's Saturday morning and all of you are probably still sleeping. I've been up since like 6:30. I gotta go to practice in about an hour. Hopefully nobody will argue while we are there. I'm glad it's only an hour and a half practice though soo I can come back home and then go back up to the field for 12:30. Soo bout all this morning and early afternoon I will be at the field.
I'm still tired soo I'm gonna get some food and I'll cya maybe later.

summer ending...

swtychic21@aol.com — Wed, 21 Aug 2002 17:31:35 GMT

Next Wednesday at this time I'll be in school, almost done with the first school day of junior year. It's coming soo fast. I wish summer would be just a little longer. I have like 3 days left before I start soccer. It seems like its gonna be a long season. Hopefully I'll still be able to go out and hang with friends though throughout the season. It seems like summer is gonna end in like about 3 days for me since soccer is starting. I really wanna go out and just hang out with people before summer ends. The past few days have been kewl. Last Friday was Paul's party. It was kewl. Monday and Tuesday was Stevie's party. That was kewl.
"Blue Crush" was such an awesome movie to go see last night. I went with two friends. It was really good. A good way to end the summer.
I guess I better go. It's really boring here soo call me up if ya wanna do something. Cya later or something.

bored...

swtychic21@aol.com — Thu, 25 Jul 2002 16:16:54 GMT

There is absolutely nothing to do. I'm bored. I haven't done anything really since Sunday. Tuesday afternoon, I went to the movies. Other than that I haven't done anything all week. It's just really boring sitting here, either on the computer or watching tv.
I'm just really, really bored. Hopefully this day won't go by too slow. Maybe tomorrow I'll do something...hopefully.
I'm going. Cya later maybe.

just got my schedule

swtychic21@aol.com — Fri, 19 Jul 2002 20:35:07 GMT

Ok. Alot of people got their schedule yesterday and some of them were messed up. Today I got mine and its messed up!! I want it changed soo hopefully my mom will call either tomorrow or Monday and get some of it changed. As of now I have 3 classes with Stevie but maybe I can get a 4th class with her. Just one thing that is freaking me out is that there is a chance that I might have Mrs.Romano if she's still gonna have a class or two of US History Academic people. If I do, I am soo gonna not do good in the class. I just know it. Well as of history now, I don't know who I have it with. I don't know who I have a few classes with. I put down Chemisty H for a class and I don't have it, instead I have Comp Math 1A for 3rd period. That totally sucks!! Hopefully I'll be able to switch Spanish 3H, 4th period, to 3rd period and then have that Consumer Ed class or whatever the class is called with Stevie 4th period. I'm just hoping!
I just hope some stuff is able to be changed. I want more classes with more people that I know and actually talk to.
I'm gonna go. Maybe I'll be able to get my mind off of this topic. Bret's b-day party is tomorrow. It should be fun. I'll cya guys then.

been a while...

swtychic21@aol.com — Tue, 25 Jun 2002 23:14:06 GMT

Well I haven't written in here in a long time soo I figured I would. What's up with everyone? Summer just started and I hope its gonna get better everyday but I'm not gonna talk about that anymore cause I don't wanna jinx it.
I got home about an hour ago from Stevie's house. I haven't been home since like 10am yesterday(Monday). It's been great hanging out with friends. Stevie and I went to Walmart yesterday and she picked out like 4 or 5 bathing suits for me to try on and I did. I liked 2 of them but only got one. Today we went in the pool and I got burnt. I am soo red on my back and arms. Ohh well. Hopefully it'll just turn tan in like a day or two like it usually does.
I'm gonna go but cya guys later.

swtychic21@aol.com — Thu, 25 Apr 2002 18:46:57 GMT

I'm home for now cause I have practice at 3:30 in the gym instead of after school outside. Ohh well. We had a game yesterday and we won but I didn't do too good. I just gotta build my confidence up. I gotta start trying that. I dunno. Maybe I'll write in here later. I'm gonna go. Cya.

just some stuff...

swtychic21@aol.com — Sat, 06 Apr 2002 18:36:10 GMT

It's been a while since I wrote in here last. I think about a month or so, but whatever. Yesterday was our first opening home game for softball. We played East Haven and we won. I was surprised that we won considering I didn't do too good of a job on defense. When I was at bat and on base I did really good, but defense wise I think I totally sucked. Ohh well. I'm glad that game is over. We got another one Monday home against West Haven.
Well school is going good considering its the start of the 4th marking period. I've been getting 100s on like all my quizzes and I hope I can keep it up. I better be able to. Ohh well. We'll see how it goes. We're filling out stuff and finding out what kind of ring we want for our class. I'm gonna use a disk later and design a few.
Today I'm really not doing anything. I'm hopefully going out later tonight but who knows.
I guess I better be going. Cya later or something.

been a while...

swtychic21@aol.com — Tue, 05 Mar 2002 23:27:18 GMT

Things have been going alright. Life is ok. School is ok too. I should be studying now though...ohh well. Softball starts in about 2 weeks. It should be an alright season...hopefully. I'm bored. I really hate playing pickle ball in gym. That game totally sucks. Whoever made it up is just dumb. Sorry but it really is boring. I hate the people I play it with and most of the people in my class I can't stand but ohh well. Life goes on I guess. Well I really don't have much to talk about soo cya later or something.

swtychic21@aol.com — Sun, 10 Feb 2002 03:54:10 GMT

Why do people have to be soo judgemental about things that they think are going on??? Why??? Just screw people who ever think like that.

swtychic21@aol.com — Tue, 22 Jan 2002 22:04:05 GMT

Ok. All I wanna say is I'm sorry about my last entry in here. I was just all stressed out and everything was happening at once. Well sorry about that. I just had to get that out cuz stuff just kept building up. And one more thing Marie got her permit. All of u just watch out when u go outside. Lol. Well cya later.

swtychic21@aol.com — Tue, 22 Jan 2002 02:13:47 GMT

I NEED A BREAK!!!!!! Why don't people just leave me alone?!?

a while...

swtychic21@aol.com — Sun, 13 Jan 2002 03:12:05 GMT

Ok. Wow. I haven't written in this journal since the middle of November. Well now I'm writing in it. Ok!?! I dunno what to talk about. Stuff...umm..I'm talking Paul. Well he isn't saying anything now, but I was talking to him. I think he's still playing a game. I'm listening to music. I got nothing else to do. I want it to snow!! I think its really kewl when it snows. 1-u might have off from school and 2-it just looks soo kewl. I guess you can say alot has been going on since I last wrote in this journal. It's a new year. Lol. Everything has been going pretty good lately. Friends are good. I hope school gets better though. And I might be going to a dance if some other people go. Well I really don't have anything else to say soo cya later or something.

swtychic21@aol.com — Mon, 19 Nov 2001 23:55:41 GMT

Lately, some people have been writing about drifting away from some of their friends. I sorta know how they feel cuz I've felt like that before..not recently, but awhile ago. I hope you all talk to your friend(s) who you feel that you are drifting away from. I hope everything turns out to be okay. And journals are finally starting to work today after u press the refresh/reload button a couple of times. Well I'm going..cya later or something.

swtychic21@aol.com — Mon, 12 Nov 2001 19:08:35 GMT

I'm trying to finish up my project for bio. But I took a break before and just wanted to come on here and say that I changed my icon thingy for this journal. Well I just wanted to let anyone who cares know that. I got a headache and don't feel like finishing this project but I gotta. Crapola!!(don't ask)..lol. Cya later or something.

Haven't written in a while

swtychic21@aol.com — Mon, 05 Nov 2001 20:10:15 GMT

Hey everyone. I haven't written in here in a while soo I figured I would. Hope you're all doing alright. I guess I am. Just been thinking about some things that have been on my mind. Lately, I've been really confused about some things(by people and just some other things.) I don't know what to do about them. I mean some people have new people in their lives and I feel left out sometimes. I know I shouldn't, but I just do. I feel like screaming sometimes just cuz I don't know what to do or what to say or how to act near people or anyone.
Tomorrow we have a day off cuz of voting. I'll probably be home doing nothing like always on days that we have off. Well I'm going. Cya later or something.

Just sick and tired of everything right now

swtychic21@aol.com — Mon, 15 Oct 2001 18:55:04 GMT

Life is just soo screwed up with everything that is happening. There is wayy too much stuff going on. Everyone keeps talking about the terrorist attacks and everything that has been up to date with that. I'm tired of that.
I was suppose to have pictures today for soccer but don't ask me why they got cancelled. The people are supposedly coming next Monday. And this whole entire week I have a soccer game every day except for Saturday. AND above that all I have two projects that I have to do that I didn't even START on yet!! As you can see I am really not organized this week.
I'm really sick and tired of my English and History classes. They really should be switched around. My English class should be History cuz we talk alot more about history in that class than anything and in my History class we do more english assignments than we do in my English class. Have I confused any of you yet??? Lol. Also, in my English class, especially that class, we keep talking about a person's fate/destiny. I'm just sick of hearing about it. Example-everyone has a fate, but they can't control it(something like that).
I gotta do homework and go to soccer in a little while. Well if any of u read this before tonight...COME TO MY SOCCER GAME AT 6 AT RYAN FIELD(THE FOOTBALL FIELD). PLEASE!!

swtychic21@aol.com — Fri, 12 Oct 2001 01:52:35 GMT

I really wish it was summer time again. I don't wanna be in school right now. I just wanna go back to summer and hang out with friends and not have to worry about anything. But unforunately, its not like that. I really wish it was though. School has just be really complicated lately. Too much stuff is going on. Why can't I just not worry about anything?? I wish my life was easier, but its not gonna be even if I wish it was.

swtychic21@aol.com — Mon, 08 Oct 2001 23:53:37 GMT

Well this weekend was pretty good and it was a 3 day weekend was that was a plus. One less day for school this week. Lol...whoop de doo. I just wanted to come online and see who was on and write an entry in here. I don't have too much to talk about. I went to the mall wit Jeff, Frank and Paul today. It was kewl. They looked at like almost every girl who walked by. I just turned and pretended like I didn't know them..lol.
Got school tomorrow and gym 1st period. I really hope we don't do the thing wit the 8 areas again. I don't like it...its boring and especially wit the people in my gym class. Most of them are 9th graders and they can get really annoying. Well I'd rather go outside and freeze my butt off and walk than do the stuff that we did last week, but we probably won't cuz it's gonna be like wayyy cold.
I got a game tomorrow at Mercy. I hope we play ok. I can care less if we win or not cuz it doesn't look like we will. My coach talked to the whole team and said whoever had feelings of going into the game not being able to win better get that feeling out of their heads. I just stood there. Well I don't have another game til Friday after school at home. Soo that means I have practice Wednesday and Thursday but it shouldn't be that bad.
Well I'm gonna go now cuz my show is almost on. I'll cya all later or something.

swtychic21@aol.com — Fri, 28 Sep 2001 01:15:54 GMT

Alrighty..well school went good today. I had a soccer game tonight and we lost to West Haven. I guess I tried playing hard, but I couldn't..I dunno. I mean I was glad that we had a game cuz it was better than being home, but I didn't wanna really be there. I felt tired and could have probably fell asleep right there. Well right now..I'm sittin here, talkin wit Marie(which I really don't feel like talkin right now), and my bro is watchin wrestling. I dunno y I feel like soo depressed right now. Its weird. I just don't feel like being home right now. My knee is hurtin cuz it got stepped on durin the game. It was hurtin but I didn't say anything. I'm gonna go soak it. Soo cya all later or somethin.

Soccer Season...totally going down the Drain

swtychic21@aol.com — Tue, 25 Sep 2001 23:06:30 GMT

Well I got home from practice around 6:30. I wish we could have kept our game on today. My practice totally sucked. I was doing almost everything right and my coach just kept yelling at me...like thats not the right way to do it or that's not ur "A" game. I'm just standing there saying to myself..I can care less right now. I mean he tells some other girls(not mentioning any names)that they're doing it right and they aren't even close. I got a ride home from Dominique and we were just talking and complaining about the season and everything. It's just sooo fucken screwed up. She told me she would quit right here and now. She was ready to hand in her jersey. I feel like doing the same exact thing right now. I can't take my coach anymore. He tells me to do one thing and I'm doing it. Then he goes says later on in a drill that ur doing it totally wrong and he totally switched the whole fricken process of the drill. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!! I'm ready to say I quit, but the only thing wrong there is that I'm not a quitter.
Well as you can see I'm totally pissed at my coaches. And another thing is that he is supposedly making a JV team cuz we have enough girls to do it...but then he goes and tells us yesterday that the game for JV on Friday was still on. And then today he says that its not on. I was like okay. But the other stupid thing is that we have a game Wednesday, Thursday, and Saturday. And if we had a JV game Friday, what would we do for practice?? I mean what the hell is going on this season?? I know I probably won't be playing next year from the way this season is going. Even yesterday's practice was totally screwed up. Most of the time my coach can act like such a hypocrite and then like all the time he doesn't know what the heck he is talking about.
Well I'm going. Cya all later or something.